Re: [TMIC] General Anaesethic.
Ander3353(AT)aol.com
Fri, 11 Jun 1999 18:59:09 EDT
Hi Bob,
Well I still have pain down my legs, terrible back pain but basically
I manage pretty well. Today was the first day I seemed to have so much
discomfort that I left work at 3:00 p.m.
I really think I seem to be getting more tired then ever and I think
it might be because I am determined to keep working a full day and then by
the time I get home I can hard stand up. I was always running and running
until this hit last July. NOw it seems like I go to work and come home and
just stay put. It is starting to drive me crazy.
I have an appointment with my neuro next Wednesday and I really want
him to give me some answers. I seem like I am at my wits end and getting
more frustrated every day. I guess I just have to try and adjust to my new
lifestyle but it just seems so hard. I keep telling myself to keep going and
I feel like I am moving 20 steps backwards. If I don't keep going then I
think I am giving in to TM.
My boss is unbelievable. When this first happened he said say home
for however long it takes to get better he said he didn't care if it took a
year or more, not to worry he said I would still get paid. I told him to at
least bring me files to work on and he said no he didn't want me to have any
stress. I told him stress was sitting here doing nothing and thinking about
TM so needless to say he did bring me my files in the morning and my WAWA
coffee. It is so easy to take advantage of someone so nice so I really
wanted to get back to work.
I have been full time for quite some time but I really think I may
have to cut back again. I will try a little longer but then I am not going to
make myself get any worse then what I am.
Gee, sorry about rambling on. I guess I had all this pent up
frustration in me and once I started typing, I just didn't stop.
Thanks for letting me go on and on and on.
See Ya. Take care
Angela from PA