Re: [TMIC] Is it, or isn't it...and does it really matter..??
Dragon9949(AT)aol.com
Tue, 25 May 1999 23:46:47 EDT
to robert and all, i know it would be a kinder world if we could accept
things as they are and not by their name. but....unfortunately our minds
and our hearts are in this equation and the name/title/description means
alot. i was told i had ms in 1994, in the midst of a thriving career, as my
body started failing me in things i had routinely participated, i realized
this was not going to be easy. and unfortunately i let my mind get the
better of me and i sunk very deep into a hole i am only now coming out of. a
year ago i was told i had tm not ms and that sent me spiraling even further
into this neat little hole i had dug. a stronger person may have done
better, but being told i had ms and then tm, none of it is good and none of
it can be dismissed when your life has so dramatically changed. to put a
name to what has caused us to change is a double edged sword, we need it for
explanation, we hate it for what it is. with love to all who suffer vicki