Re: [TMIC] TM

Errol White (eamjwhite(AT)bigpond.com)
Fri, 21 May 1999 22:02:26 -0700

Hello Jennifer,
Like others, I don't consider you have rambled, you need to talk about these
matters, and we are hopefully here to help you through your anxieties and if
only to be of moral support.
Also I have been through the TM worries, mine was New Years Eve December
1993. I still have to take Ditropan, self cath, but you will soon get used
to it. Like Mandy has already said, try not to be afraid of what the dx
turns out, it is still you, your life and we will be for you. I am only 56
years young next month, I am in full time work, had another career change
because of the TM, I walk short distances with two canes, use an electric
scooter for longer outside trips, wheelchair at home when I get tired (thats
often too) and I drive an automatic car with left foot controls. My
independence is premium.
Jen, keep positive, well focused on what you wish to achieve, also keep
smiling, it makes others wonder what you are up to.
Kind Regards from Errol, Narangba, Queensland Australia.
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From: by way of TMA <myelitis(AT)myelitis.org> <Luvvins(AT)aol.com>
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Date: Thursday, 20 May, 1999 4:24 PM
Subject: [TMIC] TM

>Hello, my name is Jennifer & I was recently diagnosed with transverse
>myelitis. This is all still new to me, so I may sound like I am rambling.
My
>life since the start of 99' has been quite hectic. I worked full time &
>attended school full time. To say the very least, by March I was very run
>down. On March 8, I came down with a horrible stomach virus. I left for
>Florida on March 11 & was sick for my 4 day stay. When I returned home I
felt
>fine. For the next 4 days I suffered from horrible headaches. By Saturday,
>March 19, I woke up with a horrible pain in my neck and back. As the day
>progressed, I started to experience numbess & weakness in my torso and
legs.
>By that night, I was so terrified I went to the ER. After numerous CT's of
my
>brain and back, they found nothing & sent me home. The next day, I was
>rapidly getting weaker and was incontinent. I went to my PCP who admitted
me
>to the hospital. This was March 22. I stayed there until April 1 when they
>moved me to Kessler Institute(This is the best place for rehab!!!!!) During
>my hospital stay, I went through numerous MRI's, bloodwork & 2 spinal taps.
>They found nothing! They were treating me with VERY high doses of
steroids(to
>date, I am still tapering them), & treating me for Herpes & Lyme - it took
3
>weeks for them to get the results that they were negative & treated me as a
>precaution. When I was admitted to Kessler, I was only able to wiggle my
>toes. I had strange sensation in from T12 down. At Kessler, I made progress
>daily. Due to insurance reasons, I was discharged on April 30 with
Loftstrand
>crutches. Right now, I am undergoing physical therapy 3x's a week &
currently
>walk without anything( I look funny because I have not regained all of my
>balance). Currently, I am seeing quite a few doctors. I have regained bowel
>control - with the help of Colace. I was able to urinate, but the sensation
>was not "normal" & I was going to the bathroom every hour. Since this is no
>way to live life, I was put on Ditripan. I am now back to cathing every 4-6
>hours. I have my first urology appt this week. I have very strange
sensation
>on my back and legs. I am going for my second series of MRI's this week
(the
>1st set showed a herniated disk at T12). I am concerned that this could
>eventually be diagnosed as MS. My psyiatrist has tried numerous times to
>convince me that the chances are slim, I am still not convinced. I still
can
>not tell temperature on my legs & water makes them go nuts! I have pain in
my
>middle & lower back which the doctors attribute to my "learning how to walk
>all over again". It has not been 2 full months since I got sick, but it
>feels like an eternity. I am currently waiting to see if my reflexes have
>returned to drive again & I wish I could pee on my own! I feel very lucky
>compared to some of the stories I have read. I am very sorry that I have
>rambled on & on. If anyone has any advice, it is greatly appreciated!
>
>Thank You All for you stories( I feel much better)
>Jen
>