I wanted you to know that I must take this a day at a time right now.
Sionce I am on tpn I am at high risk for a number of complications. I
have labs done twice a week and if they show any problems, or if my
temperature is elevated, it is back to the hospital I go. I simply
refuse to deal, i.e. worry, about the future right now...I cannot or I
will lose my mind. Anyway, the point is that I *may* disappear again.
If I do, please do not go crazy with worry ;-) It probably just means
that I have been admitted so that the complications can be controlled.
I do trust my doctor now and I have learned enough about my condition
that you may be content that I have a handle on this now. It took my
doctor a while to get the picture, but I think I have him trained lol.
I certainly hope so, since after 4 hospitals, 4 gastroenterologists, and
3 surgeons, he is the best yet!
Should I end up being unable to get online I will try to find a friend
to send an email to you all to let you know. I didn't think that would
be possible, since he is not on the list, but anything is worth a try!
I must go now, but thank you all so very very much for your concern.
And my apologies again for the worry. My situation there became an
emergency and I wish I could have told you all.
love, Mykella