> I am so afraid I will have to live with this forever.
Some people do recover completely or nearly so, but, just as a note of
encouragement, most of us who do live with it find that it is possible. We'd
rather not have to deal with it, but it can be done. That is one of the ways
in which this group has been a big help. Please let us know if there is
anything we can do for you.
Barbara H.