whining
Manichel(AT)aol.com
Fri, 22 Jan 1999 02:16:53 EST
I'm sorry to be depressing but i feel i have no else to turn to....
My attitude has become increasingly worse. I feel a burden to society. I don't
understand why I was kept alive if I am to be forever dependent on other human
beings. I've had TM since May`98 but haven't had much return since Sept`98.
Is this going to be it? Seems like a year is the magic timeframe to walk away
from TM. I need to walk again...I need to use my hands. I can't handle this, I
find myself dwelling in self-hatred instead of getting better. please tell me
how i can combat my sadness and TM. Those of u who have regained function
please do tell how you did it.
thanks for listening
~sacha