I have no magic words for you, Costas. I wish I
could put my arm across your shoulders as a
brother, and tell you that you are not alone.
I would suggest you talk to your medical doctor
about the possibility of TIA's --- transient
ischemic attacks.
My TM was caused by a blocked spinal cord artery
at T9. This is also refered to as a "spinal cord
stroke." [I'll give details of this in another week
or two. I promised Beth West the same.] There
is strong evidence that I had spinal TIA's some
months before the TM incident.
If you are vulnerable to blocked arteries --
transient or otherwise, the condition can treated.
Alton