<< Ladies, please never feel alone, you always have the rest of us here to
chat
with directly or via the list, and I would never think you were inadequate,
after all You are Mothers and home makers. Even people who have secure
relationships can feel lonely at times, I have, even in a crowd, hardly
anyone walks with me, but I don't mind, at least I can walk a little, I may
not please everyone, but I am happy and please me and I have all of you as
friends (I hope). You just may find some one again one day and I will be
first to wish you both well and all the success in the future.
Kind regards from Errol, Narangba Qld Australia and it is muggy, Sticky and
fairly hot this Sunday. >>
Erroll,
Thank you for all that you have written! Although I am not on a quest to find
a partner, and perhaps I will not, and for the most part I do think if it is
meant to be it will be, these feelings I have are real and run deep.
This list has been a life line for me. I have the truest friendships here and
truly wish that we could all meet on a weekly basis. To see all of you in
person and to give everyone a big hug hello and good bye, boy wouldn't that be
wonderful? But I'll take what we have anyday!!
It is not that I don't feel like my life is not worth a hoot by any means, but
when the subject was brought up, I do feel that this is really the only place
that I can bring this up with others relating to. Perhaps this is my "mushy"
week, ROFL!
When I was married, my ex was not frightened off by my epilepsy at all. He was
greatly helpful and a wonderful participant. We did a lot of research and
reading together. When I was in a relationship after my marriage, I found out
I was a border line diabetic and was also in a "semi-coma" from a drug
interaction from the anti-seizure meds combined with an anti-biotic. The man,
and I use that term lightly, I was dating couldn't handle it at all. I won't
go into details, but I guess I felt from there on in that it would be like
that always and that my ex was the exception.
I've even noticed that my family tends to stay away from me when I have
seizures as they just are "frightened" maybe? Kind of like what you said Errol
about persons not walking close to you when you are walking. It hurts folks.
You see I would have the opposite reaction and always have, even as a young
child.
Okay enough rampbling. Boy am I ever letting my walls down! Whew!! I don't do
that folks.
Thanks for allowing me to!
Hugs to all,
Maria in Tonawanda where it is raining still but no SNOW!