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> From: Jo Ellen Finkelstein[SMTP:ghellen(AT)ninenet.com]
> Sent: Saturday, November 15, 1997 1:06 AM
> To: tmic-list(AT)eskimo.com
> Subject: Re: Recent diagnosis
>
> Sticks1116(AT)aol.com wrote:
> >
> > Hi Joellen. I'm having a terrible time. I can't except being
> paralyzed. I
> > wish I wouldn''t wake up in the morning. I just hope and pray (alot)
> that I
> > may be in the group that recover and walk again. I'm scared beyond
> belief
> > that this is it and I'm going to be like this permently! I wish you
> luck !
> > Take care.
> > Bill
> Dietrich
> > (sticks1116)Hi Bill, sorry you're having such a hard time. It was
> really hard on me
> too at first (actually I still have my moments!) I'm lucky that my
> friends and family are really supportive. I was suiciadal at first
> but
> they gave me counseling and Zoloft (thank god for happy pills! LOL) I
>
> tried this last week to go without the Zoloft and it just sent me
> into
> a spiral of dispare I ended up quarreling with my boyfriend and almost
>
> distroyed that relationship! Fortunately we both settled down and I
> realized that the Zoloft is still something that I need to keep myself
>
> on an even keel. So I guess I'll stay with them until I can get myself
>
> back to feeling better about things again. I hate to use them as a
> crutch but right now I need them, drugs are not a total answer but I
> guess as long as they help me to cope I'll continue to use them.
>
> jOELLEN
>